SONG INFORMATION
  INTRODUCTION
REGISTRATION DATE : 2020-12-15 933
TITLE OF SONG
To my adolescent
(KOREAN TITLE)
나의 사춘기에게
(KOREAN PRONUNCIATION)
naui sachungiege
SINGER
Bolbbalgan4
FEATURING
COMPOSER
LYRICIST
ARRANGER
GENRE
FOLK/BLUES
FEELING
WARM
RELEASE YEAR
2017
SONG INTRODUCTION

LYRICS
나는 한때 내가 이 세상에
사라지길 바랬어
온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해
매일 밤을 울던 날
차라리 내가 사라지면
마음이 편할까
모두가 날 바라보는
시선이 너무나 두려워

아름답게 아름답던
그 시절을 난 아파서 
사랑받을 수 없었던
내가 너무나 싫어서
엄마는 아빠는
다 나만 바라보는데
내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데
자꾸만 멀어만 가

어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해

시간이 약이라는 말이
내게 정말 맞더라고
하루가 지나면 지날수록
더 나아지더라고
근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면
또 아파올까 봐
내가 가진 이 행복들을
누군가가 가져갈까 봐

아름다운 아름답던
그 기억이 난 아파서
아픈 만큼 아파해도
사라지지를 않아서
친구들은 사람들은
다 나만 바라보는데
내 모습은 그런 게
아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가

그래도 난 어쩌면 내가
이 세상에
밝은 빛이라도 될까 봐
어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을
내딛고서라도 짧게
빛을 내볼까 봐
포기할 수가 없어
하루도 맘 편히
잠들 수가 없던 내가
이렇게라도 일어서
보려고 하면
내가 날 찾아줄까 봐

아아아아아아아-
아아아아아아아-
아아아아아아아- 
아아아아아아-

얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
얼마나 얼마나
얼마나 바랬을까

LYRICS (KOREAN PRONUNCIATION)
naneun hanttae naega i sesange
sarajigil baraesseo
on sesangi neomuna kamkamhae
maeil bameul uldeon nal
charari naega sarajimyeon
maeumi pyeonhalkka
moduga nal baraboneun
siseoni neomuna duryeowo

areumdapge areumdapdeon
geu sijeoreul nan apaseo 
sarangbadeul su eopseossdeon
naega neomuna silheoseo
eommaneun appaneun
da naman baraboneunde
nae maeumeun geureon ge aninde
jakkuman meoreoman ga

eotteokhae eotteokhae eotteokhae eotteokhae

sigani yagiraneun mari
naege jeongmal majdeorago
haruga jinamyeon jinalsurok
deo naajideorago
geunde gakkeumeun neomu haengbokhamyeon
tto apaolkka bwa
naega gajin i haengbokdeureul
nugungaga gajyeogalkka bwa

areumdaun areumdapdeon
geu gieogi nan apaseo
apeun mankeum apahaedo
sarajijireul anhaseo
chingudeureun saramdeureun
da naman baraboneunde
nae moseubeun geureon ge
aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga

geuraedo nan eojjeomyeon naega
i sesange
balkeun biccirado doelkka bwa
eojjeomyeon geu modeun apeumeul
naeditgoseorado jjalpge
bicceul naebolkka bwa
pogihal suga eopseo
harudo mam pyeonhi
jamdeul suga eopsdeon naega
ireohgerado ireoseo
boryeogo hamyeon
naega nal chajajulkka bwa

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eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
eolmana eolmana
eolmana baraesseulkka
 

SONG LYRICS MEANING
I was once in this world
I wanted it to disappear
The whole world is so dark
The day I cried every night
It would be better if I disappeared
Will I feel at ease?
everyone is looking at me
I'm so afraid of your gaze

beautifully beautiful
I was sick of those days
couldn't be loved
Because I hate myself so much
Mom and Dad
Everyone is only looking at me
That's not how my heart feels
It keeps getting farther away

What should I do? What should I do? What should I do?

They say time is medicine
It really suited me
As each day passes by
It got better
But sometimes when I'm so happy
I'm afraid it will hurt again
These happiness I have
I'm afraid someone will take it

beautiful beautiful
That memory hurts me
Even if it hurts as much as it hurts
Because it doesn’t disappear
friends are people
Everyone is only looking at me
That's what I look like
It's not, but it keeps getting farther away

But maybe I am
in this world
I wonder if it could be a bright light
Maybe all that pain
Even if I take a step, it’s short
I'm afraid I'll shine
I can't give up
Have a comfortable day
I couldn't sleep
Stand up like this
If you try to see it
I'm afraid you'll find me

Ahhhhh-
Ahhhhh-
Ahhhhh-
AA AA AA-

How much it hurt
How much it hurt
how much
How much did I wish for it?
VISITOR STATISTICS
TODAY
515
YESTERDAY
2,148
 
MAXIMUM
7,335
TOTAL
1,438,418